angelicrose

The first thought that goes through my head is raindrops on my window. Do they taste like my tears? I'll go and sit in the rain, my tears mixing, making an indescribable taste upon my tongue. Rain soaked and shaking I go and lie in the grass. I'm invisible to everything, and then the hail begins. It pours upon my frail body, but the pain goes unnoticed. I'm so unaware of everything; I'm a blank, with nothing but hollow insides. The only thing that will awaken my spirit is a streak of lightening, sparks running through my body, making my eyes glow and my heart beat again. With one spark my soul will dance. I lie in the rain for hours waiting

(verse 1) weak on your knees, your mind on what's said so hard to breathe and sift through your meds waiting for the exit to jump right in your path the way downstairs to escape from this life of wrath (bridge) but you're searching for the easy way out hasn't anyone told you that it holds no rewards it holds nothing to satisfy you if you'll just take my hand I'll help you find your way your way to a purpose your way to a life where the sky's not gray (chorus) and I'll show you love, like you've never known before a love so holy and divine, you need just walk through my door I can show you a world that's free from sin and hurt

(verse 1) first day in town and nothing's what it seems to be still reflecting on the thoughts of what just might set me free it's danger written on the face of all your ancient ways reminiscing of a past that never saw the light of day (chorus) walking down the highway, looking to the skyways turning away when the pain comes my way I feel it come around but it's all unclear I can't seem to delve deep enough I fear I'm falling apart right at the seams and it seems to me that I've lost all my dreams But I'm still alive Still undead in this life Sleepwalking half awake, half dead (verse 2) i ask how could i take much more of wha

the fear of falling is now plain to me as money pushes and gravity pulls at every muscle and every bone there are no second chances and no second lives we live this way in doubt and regret regaurdless of what our health implys we know this life is not how we were rasied but then why would we live like that? only to find that our parents ideals died with the thick walls of the past we are the new royality, the new kings and queens but with no gender specific designation to attempt to mop and clean the things society deems as wrong.  but look at your self society, and you will sing a different song, a one where you will realize the y

see her she is so beautiful. her skin so smooth she has shocking brown eyes. smooth is her smile. but she doesn't know it. poor girl i wish she could see how beautiful brown her hair and eyes are. how her sweet smile touches people. in her skin she can't see. beautiful, but oblivious.

-Reflection of Solace- I lost myself in the prose of an empty storm, as my shadow assumed unfamiliar shapes on the cracked walls surrounding me. Golden thorns stretched out from the darkness as if driven by an insatiable hunger. I was unaware of their breath as they became one with my black living image, cast by the light of a solitary dying candle. The impassionate beauty of words threatened to entreat my soul as I felt loving and deadly arms wrap around me. Your voice burned with deceit and licked at my heart like cold fire, and I heard the Windflower cry in the onset of apathy. Through the ageless empty window, the feigned decadence of

When all is said and done What star will you next choose? Or are you in a black hole Everything is so hallow But its time to move on Are you strong? Are you weak? Are you strong? Are you weak? Are you strong? Are you weak? And left naked and cold Wasted words still cemented on Seems like I somewhat mattered I hope you got what you wanted Are you strong? Are you weak? Are you strong? Are you weak? Are you strong? Are you weak? Can't you move on? Can't you move on? Can't you move on? So when the beautiful dream ends Will you know that it wasn't real? Or complain that you want it? Are you strong? Are you weak? Are yo

Why does it always come to this? Leaving me with tear stained cheeks and salty pillows?  How can he do this to me, when all I've done is give and give?  He just keeps on taking, but sooner or later there will be nothing left for him to turn to. Nothing but pieces of my scattered soul that lay in shards on the floor.  My hands are bloody as I try to pick up the pieces of all that I lost.  And all the while he stands there in disbelief. How does he not understand when its as clear as crystal, simple as tying your shoe, and as obvious as the words that I say.  But the crystal is clouded, the shoelaces are in knots, and his ignorance blocks him f

-- Before we kissed, I never knew the taste of twilight... -- -Lightless Refrain- I cried in the place where time drew its last breath. I once remembered its warm embrace, but the memories left me to drift in a sea of shattered dreams. The refrain of days past faded into the nothingness while I longed for the pure light of the firefly. But as sight is lost in the sun's fiery stare, I was greeted only by a malicious shadow. Like a demonic sprite, it danced around me, and as my eyes turned green emerald tears ran free. I sensed in the shifting darkness an eternal hopelessness, and I opened myself to it. When time lost all meaning, all tim